I felt that this life really aren't simple as fairytale that i been watching since i was a child, fairytale by Disney movies , all of it there's happiness,laughter, and a most important happy ending
last 3 month , i been struct by a shocking news, all over place, all over Malaysia, or anywhere, She pass away, by a tragic accident , the night before, i dream we both happily live together ,smile to each other,everything was peace happy ending, when i woke up, i text her about everything in that dream, she didn't reply, in other way she say 'Hai' to me on my wall post on Facebook, there's few comments , miss each other, then, that night, the very moment, Allah took her away, iv'e been told by my friend which stay near by Her house, telling me that she pass away, at First i didn't believe , and i was mad, then the next morning,i log on to Facebook , my eyes were been poke with all those news feed, but i still dont belive then i call mama(Her mom) ask, and all was true, i was barely couldn't stand straight, i was weak,i was driving and almost hit the others traffic, i felt like nothing , we been knowing ,love, cherish each other for 5 Years, and Allah gave us to meet each other only ONCE in life time, surely the rest is at Heaven ='') Allah love her most than i do, and i know she wait for me at the Heaven door, she wait for us , im sure of that! .
Rest till we meet again my lovely girl ='')
Since then , i felt so lonely, i felt so empty, i felt like it's such a waste to continue my journey,felt like no point of living any more , but the other's pick me up from drowning my self into tears ,my parents, her parents ,my girl , and the others ~ Dont worry, i will rise back up, even it take such a long time, dont worry, i will rise and shine
there's picture of us, but let only US know about it =')
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