Jealousy always in every creature

'Jealous' every human, animal, or what so ever in this earth or outside the universe(if exist) always with in them,

Especially 'Human' , Cemburu itu kalau x wujud dlm seseorang manusia itu, itu bukan manusia namanya~

anyway ni nk habaq ni,

i always felt 'JEALOUS' when something came up that not right for me, even though i am no longer the OLD me that damn 'KUAT JEALOUS' but still those feeling are still exist upon me, i hide all of those things behind of my dumb face,hide behind my freaking smile,act like i don't even care, but 'HELL I CARE' about it, hmm *sigh

apart from this topic there's another i wanted to relate it too,

it's about 'CARE'

i felt like u didn't even give a damn care about me, seem's like i am no longer your priority , i felt like u put me on maybe 3rd priority or more lesser ,

i do need attention from you, i need you to accompany me, that's the way to make me less lonely,
i felt so lonely when there's no you,

You know my life story, i lost not once, but twice in a month , i lost someone i love, i lost my most lovely cat, i lost both my best friend with in a month, sometimes i cant barely stand when i flashback those memories , my tears keep on flow , cant you see that i need you the most, now i only got you, and some others, but you are my priority , hmm

Do open your eyes my dear, if you did open it, you haven't open it WIDELY
PS, I Love You