As everything flow, Our memories stay Forever
Tercatat lah sejarah yang tidak akan mampu ku lupakan, bilangan no. yang agak tidak di ingini oleh diri ini,
100 hari setelah pemergian dia, everyday been counted, every single minutes time has passed , tears flow unstoppable , oh i wish i could standing tall like i use too, but everything aren't the same, nothings is the same any more.
i know she want me to be strong enough to endure anything, and Allah know that i am tough enough for everything, but still weakness upon me still stumble down to the earth, cant even walk with these two leg, cant even watch those every story been posted everywhere about her.
I do wish to join her early, but Allah already set the time when is 'MY TIME' , so on i shall continue this journey until 'MY TIME' is arrive , await for Izrail come and pick me up , this earth is just only an R&R, 'PIT STOP' for every single human on earth, even though this pit stop are for a while, but the 'WHILE' means a lot , Dugaan sentiasa ada, Perjalanan yang mempunyai pelbagai cabaran, dengan penuh cabaran membuat kita Kuat, lama kelamaan kan ku bangkit semula menjadi antara yang terkuat ='')
Anyway , 100 has passed , i still in not good condition , still barely couldn't walk, stand , also lost my appetite to eat, well every things has to do with feeling,brain functioning like v12 engine being throttle to the limit,
sorrow accompany me all the way, tears dripping from these eyes~
i may sound weak but i will rebuilt this structure of life, i shall re-design, build a more lot stronger than the old, with a lot of people keep on support me, hoping i rise, and yeah, i will RISE, SHINE , and a lot better, and those shall take some time to gain =')
i shall count on those incoming day,i shall memorise every each of our memories , i will always pray for you, Rest until we meet again my lovely dear, don't worry about me, i know i tough enough, and u know it also,
and i know u will always by my side, you will be in my heart ='') forever and always...
Love you always and forever will be...
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